We're not THAT special . . .

i hate studying

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 01:37:24 GMT

my history notes reads as follows:
how do you deal with your enemies?
1. compromise
2. destory them

and this made me smile

i hate boys. i hate them.

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 14:03:35 GMT

last night a boy told me that he "couldn't stop thinking about his girl". my heart shattered into a million pieces. and i ran out of the room. intoxicated. of course. but broken hearted. nevertheless.

on the first date you run away

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 02:45:41 GMT

a moment of silence-streetlight
failure by design-brand new
beatdown in the key of happy- four year strong
the party scene- all time low
shake it- rediscover
i'm so bored. that i have compiled a small collection of songs. of loserdom. rejection. lonliness. and hope. and shake it by rediscover because they are fun to dance to my car.

i have this one friend. that will always respond "lets doo ittttt" to any suggestion. however. she will usually never go through with it. I. also. respond to suggestions with "lets doo itttt". except. i actualy do it. like buy a hampster. or dye my hair pink. this girl is the smartest girl i know. in this area.

last night. i felt happy. then guilty for feeling happy. then pity. then i was unsure. then i was wasted.

she's got the rythm

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 02:52:26 GMT

theres a song. and it goes. i get by. making the best of what is mine. and thats what i do. its what we have to do.

outdoor shows are fantastic

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 22:11:48 GMT

your a gamble. i love these girls. but i hate this town. the end. oh. and lakeview wants to eat my nose ring. passion fruit vodka and sprite. is wonderful. i have a new hookah. i move in the 1st. boyfriends are gay. don't get one. they ruin summers.

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 23:41:28 GMT

its 740 on a friday and i'm home. how lame of me. i named my car uckseeeee. he's pretty cool. and he likes to eat my money.

come dine with me in heavenly places

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:14:05 GMT

today. i bought a leapord print slip dress. it may have been a cami. but i could only find a meduim. so. from now on. it is my leapord print slip dress. it will contently rest in my closet. until i feel skinny and confident enough to wear it. or until i come to a turning point in my life. and i feel it is an appropraite time. to sport a cami. that i am too flawed to wear the way it was intended.

dry humor and irony are amusing

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:02:21 GMT

in a drunken fury for attention. i do crazy things. like poke people on facebook. rip. drunk dialing.

a valentine's day reflection

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 01:14:35 GMT

i'm always hungry. unless i'm nervous for something. that i usualy end up screwing up anyway. i tend to play games. i think my glasses make me look smarter. even though i probaly dont need them. at all. i have antomy hw thats not being done. because. i dont wanna. i believe its important to be yourself. i sit around and watch tv all the time. because its winter. and thats all i do. in the winter. i eat and watch tv. like a bear. i love comfy clothes. and outdoor shows. i hate people. but i love attention. sometimes. i sing to paula de anda down rt 18. try finding a guy compadible with that.

THIS IS MY DRUNK SUMMER

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 06:24:17 GMT

its two in the morning and i'm making popcorn. but its ok. because i love it. i love making popcorn at two in the morning. and only having two friends. and not sleeping. i dont sleep. and i have decided. that. no boy. wil become close enough to me. to have them matter. for a large amount of time. some of you may consider this "sad". but see. i don't care. what you think. i'm going to have a stomach ache tommorow from eating all this popcorn. but its ok. i'll worry about that tommorow.

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 23:00:58 GMT

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